I know how sudden this might sound.
It has been one week, and I still haven give Josh his answer yet.
Patch or not to.
Try it out for one week and see how
See how, long distance relationship can survive. The thing that broke us up, eons ago.

I cannot afford being one sided.
& then i just realised, you have been screaming "you are a friend" at me all this while.
Yes, i got your message. loud and clear.
like finally right, you are officially saved. Don't have to look at me and feel guilty anymore.
Numb already. Appreciated much, that you bothered to know, bothered to ask.
Single so fun. Not anymore.
Attached so fun. Not anymore.

7/7 nice date.
maybe I'll just give him an answer by midnight.