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Ben's gonna say I pangseh him again when he sees this.
Can't meet you for lunch on sunday!
I have no idea why my schedule just changed from my little half shift to a big night shift.
I PUT HALF ONE LEH! but still, sorry friend! :8(

Alright, its time to get ready to leave home.
Byebye to bed for 2 days. I'll miss you.

Am going to yulin place later on till tmr.
then to jamie's place till friday.

But seriously, I'm still scared of scott, he's like da bomb.
Let's hope he dont jump on me or stuff like that later at yulin's place. :8(
I mean I love dogs, but I'm just scared of scott. He looks harmless, but he's ultra not harmless.



BYEBYE PEOPLE! :8)

I can't help myself.

QUIZ.

[ ] I am a boy.
[ ] I am shorter than 5’4.
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles
[x]I am a girl.

Family/Home Life
[x] I’ve sworn at my parents.
[ ] I’ve run away from home.
[ ] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I’ve lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I’m in school
[x] I have a job
[x] I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do/did my homework.
[x] I’ve missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I’ve been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I’ve stolen something from my job.

Embarrassment
[x] I’ve slipped out an “lol” in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I’ve peed from laughing.
[x] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[x] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[x] I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I’ve broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[x] I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken pox.
[ ] I’ve had measles

Traveling
[ ] I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Mexico
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Japan.
[ ] I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I’ve been to Europe.
[ ] I’ve been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[x] I’ve wished on a shooting star
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny dipping.
[x] I’ve played spin the bottle.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[ ] I’ve been skiing.
[ ] I’ve been in a play.
[ ] I’ve met someone in person from Myspace.
[ ] I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern lights.
[x] I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I’ve played chicken.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I’ve eaten sushi.
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I’m single
[ ] I’m in a relationship
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[ ] I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[x] I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I’ve been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I’ve hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] I’ve cheated on a test.
[ ] I’ve run a red light.
[x] I’ve been suspended from school.
[ ] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[ ] I’ve been in a fist fight.
[ ] I’ve been arrested.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Nordstrom.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others too easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don’t kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I’m a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have “x”s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day
[HAHA] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[?] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[xREALLY TICKLISH] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[x] I’m good at remembering names.
[ ] I’m good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life

The feelings gone. Maigawd, its really gone.

Met Ben after work at 4 today for lunch.
Wasn't vair hungry, but oh well, because the gay looks like he's dying from hunger.
B's joke of the day, "One ice milo without ice"
The guy gave him the o.O look. HAHAHAHAHA, nice one.
Woohoo, lunch again next sunday. :8D

Was vair grumpy today.
Broke a spoon, didn't feel guilty.
I love slacking at S section. The past two days were busy like some madass.
I wished I could just bang the wall and die then. I swear. No joke.
Tomorrow's gonna be sian ttm. QQ, Dino and Fendy are all not working. :8(
I feel so sad I think I can die.

Looking forward to stayover!
I♥U whoever that made me a girl. LMAO.






Toodles.

Spin my head right round.

Ok, Wednesday was cake making with jimjambong.
Searched through the internet for some easy looking receipe when jamie exclaimed
"EH, THIS ONE FOUR INGREDIENTS ONLY LEH"

& it all goes down to, OK, LETS DO IT.

Stir the sugar with the egg yolk. (looks disgusting much)

Melt the butter and chocolate

Dump the mixed yolk/sugar into melted choc/butter

Whisk egg white with sugar

Say hello to shit.

Pour shit into whisked eggwhite

Pour it out into tray

& look at our disgusting little bowls

Our cake was supposed to look chio. But somehow, the top was burnt.

Aww, so sad, I know.

So we kind of cut off the top part and continue baking.

But nevertheless, ITS STILL YUMMY I SWEAR.

Totally taste like egg, sugar, butter and chocolate. How cool is that.

Thumbs up for 1st attempt of failure flourless cake. :8D

Hello, I moved on. goodbye.

Greetings folks!
Want to know what this shit is about?!


HAHAHAHA, Come back again tomorrow.
LOL

Am too sick to finish up this post.
Flu is overpowering my life. I feel drunk and feverish and dead all at the same time.
Wish me luck. god bless me.

BYEBYE.

With the words so radical and not what I meant

HELLO MY LOVES!
I have nothing to say.
Oh right, maybe I can talk about the maki boy.

Was joking around with qiqin and fendy about the maki's boy prediction.
Came to a conclusion he's just trying to be a joker like fendy the panty.
Because makiboy says i will have baby when I'm 32, i think he's mad. Damn old can! :8\

We're trying to match the parttimers in ST according to makiboy baby prediction.
He says I'll have one baby, and fendy the panty has one baby too. WOOHOO, MATCHED. HAHAHA
Then qiqin will have 2, dino will have 4, amanda is already matched too. Justina will have 2.
Means qiqin and justina can matchy too.
Left dino can go lonely himself for now.

Seriously, his prediction is like, i have nothing to say.
Its just like I can say "please bring umbrella out tmr, it will rain"
and then the next day, it didnt rain, but I can still say, I got say is singapore rain meh.
YAYAYA, get my point.

Evidence of my growing big nose and my sister growing big eyes.
Eyes damn big like some mosquito or housefly.

OKOK, Shall stop here.

Am going to finish up all the papayas in the fridge.

Joke of the month:

*runs to room in ST storeroom*

Qiqin: Eh, how come today you will come and change

(normally I'll just wear over the uniform with whatever else shit I'm wearing)

Me: Because I never wear my underwear today.

Both: *BURST OUT IN LAUGHTER*

I wanted to say I wasn't wearing my pants inside my uniform.

Wth, now people thinks I dont wear underwear. Oh mai gawd.

BYE LOVES. :8)

The last time I freaked out, I just kept looking down
I st-st-stuttered when you asked me what I'm thinking bout

All the things I hear, some of the things I see
Some of the time I can't help but wonder
"True? or fake?"

When is stella coming back?!
I MISS STELLA THE POOPOO.
I hope she don't get kidnapped in china or something.

Mai Gawd, I miss her retarded-ness all of a sudden.

Shall have some sleep over thing when she's back!

Not in her house definitely. her house like some karang guni store room.

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

JAMIE BONG'S ROOM! :8D

WOOHOO.

Our dreams are young and we both know, they'll take us where we want to go.



Omg, its like watch this and you'll have the warm fuzzy feel. ♥!!
His voice is like, listen-and-melt kind of thing.
OMG, OMG, I'M HIGH NOW.

You know there's sometimes when you listen to a person sing and then you feel like you want to hear that person's voice for like forever.
But, that don't usually come true cause those people who can actually ever make you feel that way are singers.

Its like, you know there's one guy from westlife.
Everytime I listen to him sing, I hoped he's my husband.
HAHAHAHHAHA. JK, that's just being exaggerated.

They say that good things take time, but really great things happened in a blink of an eye.

Very tired now.

Met Ben in the afternoon cause he was damn emo and stuff.

Then got lost in AMK trying to find my ST gang for dinner

Trained down to somerset to meet Fish and people after that.

Wow, its like :8D

So I need to sleep now, keep yawning. :8(

Meet my ST gang. LMAO!

There's alot more stupid picture, shall upload to facebook tomorrow ok!

Yes, I mean stupid picures on the train with Cyj, lance and dino.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

Byebye loves!

I wanted to fly but I couldn't find wings, but you came along and you changed everything.

K, forget about the previous post, I think I was just pekcek for a moment and pekcek lead to doing something stupid.

Luckily went out with jimjimjambong yesterday.
Its like, WHOO, mood all brighten up and stuff. ♥

Started off at far east and trained down to bugis.
Walked around the whole junction, through bugis street playing tag with ben and headed to iluma.
Stayed at iluma toilet caused its damn clean and ulu. LMAO

Had a sudden cravings for Ikea meatballs and trained down to queenstown.
Jimjimjambong ran around in Ikea for the food. Omg, not my friend. HAHAHA
Bought ALOT of food, its like, you have to be there yourself and look at our table. 15 meatballs, 6 chicky wings, baked chicken leg thing with alot of potatos plus seafood ring with fries plus lots of water.



Finished everything in 30 mins and wasn't full. Omg, we are fat pigs.

HAHA, look disgusting much. eww.

There's so much things I want to buy in Ikea.

Shall go back again someday. :8D

Back from star trek.
Am sleeping nao because this is seriously energy and money consuming.

My great plan was to sleep all the way until next morning.
That's if my insomia doesn't act up. Even if it did, I'll prolly swallow sleeping pills or just bang the wall.

But still, star trek, very good bonding.
I like. :8D
Not to forget, saw chinjuowi at ECP before star trek.
Its like he lives opposite me and then we see each other all the way at the east.
omg, i think this is damn cool. =.=

Ogay, goodmorning people. I'm off to sleep.

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If you fall, stumble down, I'll pick you up, off the ground.

Omg, we're such twits.

I think I have low sugar count. :8\

Keep having the tendency to look pale or feel faint this few days.

holymother, am i dying?

Saw mayson's motherly side today. omg, i'm so amazed.

Was washing all my clothsss in the kitchen when he says i look pale.

But the funny thing was I wasn't pale when I was having break eating my happy fries.

Must be the low blood sugar thing.

Then he started nagging, asking me what I ate today, like, wah, worst then my mother. HAHAHA

& VERY UNEXPECTEDLY, he dissapeared after his nagging and came back with a ebi temp maki and stuffed it in my mouth.

WOW, such cool friend, I'm so touched. HAHAHAHAHA.

I think its lack of sleep too.

Why is 9hrs of sleep everyday not enough.

I'm yawning like nobody business. okok, i know its nobody business. -.-

I can feel my stomach churning in protest.

I know I'm hungry, but my mouth refused to take in any food.

All I can eat are sweets, sweets and more sweets.

VAI LIKE THAT. VAI?!

cherry blossom, peach and white jasmine.

SENTOSA TODAY WITH JAMIE AND STELLA.
Life is so unfair, seriously.
We all tanned together, but in the end, both of them are still white.
Lazy to upload pictures now. I'm so lazy nowadays. vai like that. :8(
I'm so sick of my own face.

Wanted to eat prata after that at some shop around thomson road or smth
got down the bus and jamie realised she dropped her pouch on the bus
We chiong cab to the interchange. Got it back in the end. super ultra lucky can.

Walked around in AMKHub.
I've been eating my dinner there for consecutively 2 days now.
So random. Application for job at the yoghurt place.
Hopefully they send me to taka outlet.
Omg, i realise almost all my jobs were in town. those that I've been there for like more than 2 months i mean.

Somewhere near the night, I received a call from a bangla when I was with the girls.
Picked up the phone and couldn't understand a single word he was talking about.
Feeling very amused, i passed the phone to stella and stella started speaking to the bangla for around the next 3 minutes.
All the time I couldn't stop laughing.

Ate alot at night.
Most of the time, i either eat alot when I'm super depressed, or super happy.
But this time its different, i just eat and eat. i dont even know if I'm depressed or elated.

Depressed because I went to repair my phone today. I backup everything into my memory card.
but when my phone was done, there was some pictures missing. LIKE, OMGWTF. THAT PICTURE WAS MISSING. KILL ME PLEASE SOMEBODY. WHY THAT AMONG SO MANY.

Happy because, aww, theres alot of reasons.
Omg, I'm so easily contented. This is bad. HAHAHA

Super wordy post. :8D
Ok, I'm super tired. Need sleep.
I can feel my eyelids closing. What sad life.
Work tomorrow again. I'm so sian of it already.
Stella and Jamie might be working in some pub.
I'll become a hideous vampire if I work in a pub (lack of sleep)

My life revolves around sleep, sleep and more sleep.
damn it.
Oh, and grandpa's fine. its like, omg, thank god.

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brain's memory washed, cleaned, unnecessaries deleted.
this is on a whole new phase.

Before I start about the outing with dearest neoqq on tuesday, i need to rant.

Garette ain’t carrot said:
- LOL
- my mum just told me
- “boy ah, if you got gf must bring back let me see see hor.”

STOP STAFINITY.BLOGSPOT.COM said:
- LOL. why so random.

Garette ain’t carrot said:
- she was staring at your dp when she said that
- HAHAHA.

STOP STAFINITY.BLOGSPOT.COM said:
- NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
- omg. kill me please please please please

Garette ain’t carrot said:
- I told her you’re a lesbian
- she believed me.

OMYGOD, its either Gar's lying skill is speechlessly good or, his mother trust him alot.
This must be a joke.

OKOK, back to mainpoint. My outing with my dearest qiqin.
Being with her are always laughter and more laughter. ♥

Our amazingly chio ssm salad. Its like to-die-for kind of chio.
MANGO ♥!

Its like a ultra fruitful day.

No, not because of the salad.

fruitful as in, you know, fruitful, not literally.

Spent alot of moolah.

But still, at least I'm spending it on things I ♥.

with people I ♥.

I ♥ going out with her.

because every single topic can become a joke with her.

Its alot more fun hanging out with people you can feel so comfortable with, so happy with. The more I describe, the more I feel like a lesbo.

But, seriously, ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥!!! :8D

On a side note, talking about jokers.

Me and my sister found out we tend to like jokers. not batman's joker joker.

Like people that can make us laugh.

So, give me a super handzome boy and a not-so-handzome but ultra humourous boy, I'll take the latter. seriously.

Imagine next time me getting married with a clown. HAHAHA.

possible ok. dont play play.

On a random side note, I seriously think my nose is BIG.

HAHAHAHA, i think its growing every single day.

maybe one day it'll cover my whole face, or maybe it'll become so heavy it has the danger of dropping, just like MJ's once alive nose.

I realised my whole next week schedule is so fully packed.

Might be working on monday, tuesday, friday and saturday (thats if they give me the schedule the way I put it)

Then star trek that last from wednesday to thursday. and jolene's birthday chalet on sunday.

Omg, confirm tired until can die.

But I must pia work this holiday with my qiqin dear. :8D

Save up for my hongkong trip or something.

Because, if I dont work, I either go out or go out.

& when I go out, I spend alot of moolah.

So i might as well earn than to splurge.

What good theory. :8D

I CAN FEEL MY SORETHROAT COMING.
NOT DURING HOLIDAY PLEASE.

Laughter = Ha x 3

PAPERS ARE ALL OVER! OMG. HALLELUJAH.
Its steamboat with yijing, joyce, dino, fendy and lance straight after exam today! (monday)
WOW, HOW SHUANG IS THAT.

Got alot to post today. so, lets hope your com don't lag.

Skates with juowi and brother on sunday. ewww. HAHAHA

I had to cover my face with that lovely shit because i am damn shag. like, you know, no photos after exercising kind of theory. ya right. HA
He do stunts with those cones like nobody business. omg, its like awesomeness. =.=


NEXT UP, STEAMBOAT/BBQ/GRILLING/WHATEVER IT IS AFTER MATERIALS PAPER.
WOOHOO, AWESOMENESS TTM.

This is the love! :8D sotong ftw.

& joyce uses butter like she's drinking water. awesome.

NEXT UP, DINO SPECIALTY. OYAKO, short form, OYA.

Seriously, nobody dared to touch it after he finish his creation.

But to some extent, lance looked happy with dino's oya.

AH LIAN IN ACTION.

newest scandal. (check out the very dark background and you'll see two human species at the back)

Dino's heart is glowing in this picture. Its like GLOWING.

Also presenting fendy the deity. oooh, it rhymes.

Ah done. I feel like sleeping.

The picture did lots of writing and talking and descripting.

HAHAHAHA.

Ok, so byebye people.

Its going out with qiqin love tomorrow! :8D

GOODNIGHT. :8)