Since the start of 2011 I've

Gotten a new piercing.Dyed my hair.
Ended a relationship.
Started a new relationship.
Been on a long a car journey.
Passed an exam.
Met someone who’s now an important part of my life.
Cried on someone’s shoulder.
Had a massive fight with a boy/girlfriend.
Received flowers. Had a Valentine.
Written a letter using pen and paper.
Gone to see a therapist.
Been prescribed medication by a doctor.
Read a really good book.
Gone to the zoo.
Spent too much money on unnecessary things. 
Travelled by train.
Cried over a member of the opposite sex.

Spent a day out in the sun getting a tan.
Slammed a door out of frustration.
Had an anxiety attack.
Babysat for a friend’s child.
Had a BBQ.
Gone to the fair.
Gone on a date.
Gone bowling.
Seen a film at the cinema in 3D.
Been the only sober one on a night out.
Helped someone home after they had been drinking.
Stayed up all night.
Talked on the phone for over two hours.Supported someone who’d received bad news.
Watched some kind of live sporting event.
Read an entire book in one day.
Bought a DVD the day it was released.
Eaten McDonald’s more than four times in a single week.
Cried as a result of exam stress.
Met some incredible new people.
Gone to several great parties.
Fallen backwards off a chair.
Broken my glasses.
Worn a watch for the first time in years.
Cried over someone in my past.
Spent hours aimlessly browsing the internet.
Thrown up.
Cried over a film.
Gone out of my way to avoid an ex-boy/girlfriend.
Fought with someone in public.
Been in a relationship for a year or longer.

My life is too normal this year.

My aunt was talking to my sister about my cousin again and I started to wonder what was the underlying cause of him being a problematic teenager or should I say, problematic adult-to-be.

I remembered, when we ( Me, my sis, him, his brother) were younger, the relatives were always gushing over him because well, he was the cleverest and probably the best looking children among all of us and not to mention, extremely obedient. We were very close because of our age, he's a 1991 baby, his brother and I 1992 and my sister 1993. We did almost everything together, playing or studying and he's always the leader, the big brother.

Things started changing when he started attending secondary school. Nobody really knows what caused the changed. I still remembered that faithful night when I lost all respect for him. As he got older, the situation grew more and more out of hand. I doubt he actually care about his family anymore.

Its so sad to witness somebody falling into a pit of no return and all you can do is to watch helplessly.

On a happier note, I am going to fill this post with some pictures.

Lunch with bff at Singapore Flyer

Loving the olden days feel

Bff and her freaking long hair. HATE. Jealous of all girls with super long hair!

Just to make it clear, that H&M bag is not mine. So somebody better don't nag me about going shopping. :D

Really want to straighten my hair again. People are fickle like that, for a moment, I want permed hair. Next? I want straight hair. Bangs or fringe? Black or brown? Pony tail today or bun?

Anyway, Taiwan trip in less than 20 days! Time is flying really fast. Hopefully my flu bug will die by then. There's so much things I want to do and buy over there. I wish I was born in Taiwan because I LOVE their variety shows. 

Waiting for modparade new collection today. See no buy. :(

On a lighter note, meeting stella this saturday for flea and upsize day.

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Horoscope analysis

Damn true for Leo. HAHAHAA

ARIES - The Aggressive Outgoing Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny.. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be ‘Right’. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world.. 

TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight. Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 

GEMINI - The Twin
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Good at confusing people… Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Geminis will not take any crap from anyone. Geminis like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Geminis can be very sarcastic and childish at times and are very nosey. Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing. VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

CANCER - The Beauty
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer’s Love is one of a kind.. Very romantic.. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative Person, most are artists and insane, respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An Ultimate Freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most Cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare. Spontaneous. Not a Fighter, But will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to! 

LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A Leo’s problem becomes everyone’s problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun.. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word.. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything.. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget. The one and only.

LIBRA - The Love
Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, funny and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with…you might end up crying. Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. Faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Very creative. 

SCORPIO - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want.. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring..

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found.. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it, feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones with all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet.
Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini’s in sports. Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants.
Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. 

AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being in long-term relationships. Can be clumsy at times but tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when they’re not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more than their family. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter but will Knock your lights out.. 

PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Likes to be the center of attention. Very organized. High appeal to opposite sex. Likes to have the last word. Good to find, but hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. VERY caring. They always try to do the right thing and sometimes gets the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and get hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good sense of humor!!! Thoughtful. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but needs to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be. 

Seriously, everybody should just STOP flaring up at me.
I'm nobody's bloody punching bag so stop treating me like I owe anyone a million bucks.
If I'm middle age now, I'll probably be suffering from depression.

Its pointless trying to be nice and understanding because nobody ever see how hard I'm trying.
All they see is a bad tempered spoil brat because I'm so tired trying to keep up with everyone's expectation of me.
It's like, I have no where, nobody to turn to anymore.

I'm so tired, so tired.

My favourite song.

I love...

pinching you so hard that you get mad;

talking to you the whole night, staying up as late as I can

eating meals with you, getting lost in fast food chains;

sharing an umbrella under the rain;

annoying you by speaking really fast

that you don’t understand what I’m saying and I have a blast;

holding your hand as you walk me to my ride;

simply being by your side;

listening to your voice on the phone;

spending time with you alone.

that silly look on your face when your hungry

that cheeky grin when you figure something out

how your eyebrows meet when you’re angry

how your eyes narrow when you can’t figure me out

our meaningful conversations

and the nonsensical ones too

your good mornings and good nights

the where are yous and I miss yous.

But in reality,

what I love the most

is really in fact just

YOU.

Over the holidays

Motivated to blog today because somebody has been bugging me to do so, plus I found some pictures in the picture folder that I have cleanly forgotten about.

Mostly from the holidays. 

After looking through the photos, you will realize how seriously mundane my life was during the holiday. (ToT) Probably because there are only 6 pictures. q(-_-)p <--- that is thumbs down.

 At Yulin's house with Stella

 At home, can't remember who I was suppose to go out with after this picture. (ò.ô)

But I'm amaze at the thickness of my double eyelids.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm single eyelid or double eyelid.

 FOOOODDDDD 

 FOOODDD + BESTIEEE

Before going out for the last day of my flea with bestie.

Ended up going to other flea market and abandoned my own one.

<(-'.'-<) (>-'.'-)> <------ Kirby dance

Pardon the act cute emoticons that appear recurrently on this blog post. Having the act cute mood now so I'm trying to entertain myself. But you all learnt something right! More act cute emoticons to add into your lame emoticons list. 

So life is pretty sad now since school reopen, which very obviously means that I have to wake up early and drag myself to school. Don't forget FYP and sissy bee FYP report and tutorials.

Not helping when Stella's A level is around the corner and I have nobody to go flea with and that Dino has been flaring up damn easily these few days. 

One last dance to make me happy 

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So what is the definition of friends?

If you google, it gives you this:
1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.

No, that is not the true meaning of friendship.
Friends or friendship is probably more to that.

To me, a true friend stands by you no matter what, listens to whatever you have to say no matter what it is, how important it is. They will never judge you, put you down, care what other people thinks about you. Most importantly? They will stick up for you when you are being put down and will never stab you behind your back. In summary, they trust and understand you for what you are, who you are.

Imagine how difficult it is to be friends with people who
1) Back stab you in front and behind of you
2) Are obsessive with their boyfriend and do not want any of her other friends to be associated with him
3) Is always neutral when you are being put down by others
4) Only side with her other friend because in her eyes, that other girl is always right
5) Of all things worst, do not understand you.

Seriously? If its me, I would have broken down long ago. Isn't friends suppose to be there giving you support when you need them? They are like clutches when you broke your legs or a hand that pulls you up when you lose your footing and falls into a freaking drain. Good friend makes everything seems easier.

But bad friends that ditches you can only make you stronger, because now, you learn how to bear with all the pain and continue walking down that path of life with your own means. Because now, you learn how to remove yourself from the plight by using your own ways to leave that drain. And because now, you know who they really are.

Ditch the bad ones, find the good ones. When you know that you have found a true friend, hold on to him or her and never let go.

I give my condolences to those who thinks that they have already found their true friends when in fact they are not. You think she is a true friend because you idolised her.
Also, boyfriend is never your true friend, stop thinking that they can do both job by being your boyfriend and a best friend. When they leave you, it will be too late to realise you now have neither a boyfriend nor a best friend.
Stop being so obsessive and start to give a damn to your friends too.
For some, stop trying to break others friendship because you will never find a place to fit and karma will follow you, everywhere you go.

No, I am not talking about myself, I have awesome friends! :*

Only Pictures, No word.

Ok, maybe abbreviations. 

 BFF <3

 BF <3

KTHXBYE

The difference between men and women after a break up

Men:

Break up day:

A week later:

A month later:

Women

Break up day:

A week later:

A month later:

Unless you’re Bella Swan

Break up day:

A week later:

A month later: