You know, I've been thinking, my life has turned so much better all this while.

I have so much people around me who care about me genuinely. One day while I was stoning, it struck me that I realised I couldn't think of any friends I have now who are pretencious and it really made my day!

I believe that the people you gossiped with, they will gossipe about you. I have seen so many cases, I'll be a fool if I tell you I don't believe. You just have to treat the people around you the way you want them to treat you. Ain't trying to make myself sound like a saint, but it's really something that will dawn on you, someday.

& I've NEVER regretted the choices I made myself, to leave the old me behind and to move on in life. I've not regret defying my daddy to a small extent quitting PJC to transfer to SP. I know it has always been his dreams to see me and my sisters going to a university and the fastest way, was through JC. He couldn't understand why I had to leave this path I was already in. I cannot say that I know what's best for myself, but at that point of time, I just knew that was a step I had to take and I'm glad he finally saw my point and let me go.

& because of this choice, it made my life so much better. Quitting JC means not quitting work and you can never imagine how many awesome people in my life now are from the workplace (its really not just sushi and sushi). & because of this choice, I met new awesome people whom I'm going to spend the next 2 years with, people who are non pretencious and fun loving. Neeway, I still do miss friends I had in the past alright, everyone of them, but its just over.

So really, if I'm still going to complain about life when I have awesome family, bf, bff, friends (classmates goes under friends alright), school life, work life, then I'm a bitch. Even the fact that I'm actually growing fatter compared to me in secondary's kind of size made me :D I'm serious, Mr chan saw me like 2/3 days ago and he was like, "wah, you zhang fei yi dian leh". HEEHEE. FYI, Mr Chan is my secondary school PE teacher. HAHA.