Yesterday was damn emotional.

Everything was alright at the start.
Then things started going crazy when stella was going to check in.
It was like she looked at me, i gave her a hug and she started to cry.
& looking at her cry made me cry like mad too.
YOU'RE COMING BACK IN A MONTH STELLA TAI.

I'M ALREADY MISSING YOU STELLA.

p.s: The kuku still haven't reach her UK yet. 16 hrs of flight, omg, i'll die if its me.

& seeing jamie and geyi yesterday was like, omg, got the warm fuzzy feeling.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Geyi became an ultimate bimbo.

Me: Eh, we go eat slice leh!

Jamie: SLICE!

Geyi: What is that?

Me: Its like some sliced ice thing, you must try the "breakfast in bed" and "summer fling", DAMN NICE.

Geyi: orh, ok lor. But then dont want morning leh, i cannot wake up

Jamie: Huh?

Me: we meeting 2.30 right?

Geyi: you said the breakfast what.

Me: OMG, THATS THE NAME!!! LMAO

Geyi is hopelessly hopeless.

& it's so unfair if i'm obsess just because you reminded me of the other him.

I can just die.

To A:
I looked through all the photos we've taken together
and i realised, I miss you, alot.

I wasn't even sure how our relationship soured to this stage it is now
I don't care how you've backstabbed me in the past
Or how you were such a hypocrite infront of me.
I don't want to remember all these anymore, because you were one of my dearest friend
But i know this situation would be quite difficult to salvage, because we both are stubborn people.

Hope you still have the best in life
& avoiding me is so, unneccesary.

To B:
I want to apologise for being very hostile to you
I just want you to know I've never taken you for granted.
But please, by saying this, i hope you're not getting false hope again.
xoxo.


Okok, enough with that.
makes me feel like I'm dying. hahaha
Construction exam later on!
I'm stress now cause I'm not feeling stress. Whats wrong with me.
BE STRESS, ITS AN EXAM!!

I hate to admit this, but why am i so dumb
Omgawd, why am i so stupid, why why why why why.
Somebody tell me i'm not slow PLEASE
Why did i sense it only now?!
REWIND REWIND REWIND PLEASE

I'll marry whoever that can tell me why I'm so stupid.
Omylaotianye, I'm damn frustrated with myself.
I'll not look into the mirror anymore because I'm going to dao myself.
*press self-destruction button*

Today's quite screwed up, cause i think i screwed up my law exam. Oh well~

& after law exam, had KFC with jazreel, gaoming, deryoh, wenjun, justin and ray.
It feels like mini celebration of the end of this law thing. LMAO
Sat there and talked about alot of obscene things, like every guy in the world watches the thing that starts with P.
Lets name P, Patricia (stella's term)
Yea, so its like, those idiots that says they dont watch patricia are lying.
& how some hardcore go to school early to watch P with the big projector screen. LMAO
They damn hiong. HAHAHAHA.
All of a sudden, i realise, my secondary school was so CLEAN.
I'm serious again. its like all 6 of them their school like some red light district.
Nan Hua, i salute you.

& this is so funny
deryoh is like my adviser now, because he says hes giving me a guy's stand.
wow, im amazed i have such friend. HAHAHAHA.
Should i trust him or should i trust my sixth sense. latter.

Plus i realise whenever i say "try", it always doesnt work.
wtf. but, try try try.because later i become emo the zombie. HAHAHAHAHAHA

Tag reply:Josh: Eh, you dont be a shithead! i thought you said you're never going to tag. you liar! & later people think we got scandal can! CANNOT CANNOT CANNOT.

Random pictures:

Library with my neoqiqin. yes, MINE.

This was during the science centre event period. Look at those gay couples. LMAO.

& i realise everybody was in black. wow.

Last but not least, my very happy blister. PFFT.
damn disgusting, hope you people cant sleep at night. HAHA

She's mine, back off.

I thought about it
& cool me is going to let go and get on with my life. I TRY.
Because i'm a gay(happy person). LMAO
Shall see how it goes uh.

Sometimes i get so weird, i even freak myself out
Serious.
When i have alot to think about, i like to sit at the inner most left seat of the bus at the very last row.
When i'm very "fan", i like to drink alot of milk.
When i'm not myself, i like to eat alot of slice. Sometimes i eat slice because it just taste damn good.
When i eat fries, i feel happy temporary.
I feel loved when people pat my head, maybe because my dad and josh always do that.
Wow. Amazed by myself.

Tag reply:
Angie: I MISSED YOU TOO! you all holiday already right! go out after my exam k! and ask luqman the flying man along! HAHAHA.

OKOK, STUDY STUDY.
i have an urgent need to watch ghost whisperer now.
SHUT ME UP. STUDY.

Am happy at the moment

Off to mug. CIAO~

Need MORE slice

& damn it, woke up to see one f. huge blister on my feet
how effective is my pray.
I feel like bursting it, but i dont dare cause its too big.
omg, why like that. shitty.
Plus I'm up so early because the blister was damn painful.
Ugh, shitty shitty shitty.
Ignore me, am in a state of self pity.
HAHAHAHAHAHA,

Slice Slice Slice Slice Slice

Today's a suay day FULLSTOP.

Didn't know was working, but was supposed to
Didn't study any shit, maybe a mere 1 hr of law. wow
Then i scalded my legs with hot water.

How lucky am i, very.

Good thing's that there were alot of food today
Wanted to wait for meifen to go back tgt, so i just sit there keep eating
Then me and dino were like having chawan competition. (he's mad) LMAO
I ate 2 and he ate 3. wtf
Then meifen was too slow, so i left with dinosaur first.
I think he feels very duilian, cause i was limping beside him on the way to the bus stop. My legs really damn painful can. D:
*pray* No blisters please *pray*

& had slice today
OMG, I LOVE SLICE.
i feel less emo. im serious.
maybe because i talked to qiqin on the phone until 2 plus on friday/sat too.
Qiqin and slice make wonders. LMAO

okok, got to end here.
I'll be dead if my mum wakes up and see me infront of my com. HAHAHA

Tags reply:
qiqin: Your camp so boring. i feel sad for you. HAHAHA
winnie: shh. im not sadistic. im not. haha. sashimi family can go esad.
zhiqi: i dno leh, later i feel emo again. HAHAHA. & i always think my sixth sense damn "zun". gah, i dno. At most i ask josh to take me. JOKING! HAHA.

Lmao, im so sorry.
Its too hard to stop blogging. :X

I think i can go insane very soon.
Its so difficult to supress that very emotional feeling under that smiley face everyday.
Walking and strouting around looking very happy is just like wearing a mask.

& im so going to ignore josh stupid advice.
Because i'm a girl. jeez.

Sometimes i feel i've got to run away

Going to close this space down for awhile
& try not to sign in to msn
Then get isolated from the outside world.

Bet i can't leave my phone though.
:\ tsk.

P.s: am not emo.